What's happened?

It's been a while since I've made a purgative entry on my life. Dreary and boring as it may be, it's nice to let loose every so often with every typical high schooler banality you can think of. But that's okay, because unlike you, I am cool. You're just like Fonzie's friend who he ignores but keeps around to make himself seem even cooler. Or something like that.

So college is coming up, the prospect of leaving this place and starting up what is essentially a new life terrifies the piss out of me, but at the same time it's also exciting. I view it as a challenge, but I'm still scared of it. I'm scared of adapting to change, of losing people here, of becoming something different. That's me, the pessimist. I suppose the only thing I can really say about this is that I'll cross that bridge when I come to it. And it's looking to be like the Golden Gate Bridge, not the sissy Dumbarton Bridge. Sigh.

I guess school's been doing okay. I'm not doing exceptionally well in my math and econ courses, but I just got an A in my online music course (not much of an accomplishment though, to be honest). I can probably pull up those grades if I tried, but I've been afflicted with early-onset senioritis, you could say. I am, however, kicking ass at the personal statements. The first few drafts were awful, but I'm having so much fun with them. Without an English class this semester, this is all I can hope for to keep my skills sharp. And it's made even better when I actually get some damn criticism on my work too. So that's nice.

I've gotten back into gaming, kind of. I've changed what I've been looking for in games now, I have a greater appreciation for single-player stories and campaigns. In terms of multiplayer, all I need is COD4. Still addictive as ever, and the upcoming and vastly improved Gears of War 2. That's going to be the shit.

Anything else? Missing people, hating people, loving people (Stephanie Bui oh my Jesus), failing at things, it's all good. Well, some of it is good, but some of it sucks. Here begins the descent into hell.